Its good

You know, I am very glad that God works the way he does. Cause if he worked the way I do, that would suck for me. Simply look at the first sentence of this post...I wasn't saying that yesterday. I am so wishy-washy ( i love that word, it makes me want to sneak into a washing machine...) in everything I do. I like to go around pretending that I know what is best for me, but yea, I know not what is in my best interest. And even though at 8 o'clcok tonight I will probably be wishing that God would work the way I want him to, I know that I am truly happy he doesn't.

Today I was able to devote more time to prayer than I have in a long time. There are a few reasons that I have been having difficulty praying, but thats not the point. The point is that I was not wanting to come into amazing communion with the God of all creation!

In my short, short life as a believer in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, I have come to learn a thing or two about prayer. Regardless of how often I actually carry them out, they are still knowledge from experience. One way to get into a "prayerful mood" is to to praise God and pray for others. Why? Cause prayer is not, has never been, and will never be about me.  It is about God and others. And when I begin to look at God's beauty and begin to pray for others, I get to a place where I am comfortable with God.

I don't know why I chose to post this post. I guess that I thought a blog is to convey my thoughts, and these are my thoughts today. So take 'em or leave 'em. :)

serge